Try this again I guess.....

Well, I had the chance to go to Chile over the summer and see my family and get to see the country they are in and all, but I will bump the trip to Christmas and see my family then.

I got a lot of advice telling me I should stay here. I got a lot of advice telling me to go. I think I made a good choice though. Only time will tell I guess. I think that some people from both "sides" were trying to give me advice for the wrong reasons.. like, they didnt really have good reasons for advising me how they were.. but some made some really good points in favor of both.. But it was my decision in the end, and I stepped up to the plate and made it.

I catered a wedding reception tonight. Was good.. and it sucked horribly at the same time. Romantic music, seeing the two couples together (was a double wedding) and just everything.... I really look forward to the day I will get married. I look forward to the day I will be a father. I want to have a son and/or daughter. Or more than one of each..
I wish I had a girlfriend to hold and to love. I wish I could show someone I loved them that much. To be there for someone. That they would feel safe in my arms and be there for me and let me be there for them.. and so much more....

But life goes on... and things change.... and I dunno..

I am looking forward to the World Cup this summer! Last soccer game I watched was over spring break. USA played Germany, and lost. But I still enjoyed watching it.  It was a lot of fun.

Memories, memories..... "Some things never change.    And some things do."-The Matrix. I wish some things didnt change.